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  • Those are words of wisdom that have always stuck with me too. The fact that your first thought can just be a hair trigger gross thing. But who you are is the reaction to that thought, and the actions you take then.

    I was raised by racists and generally not-good people and I learned from an early age to lie lie lie. So recently when a friend was offering me money for something, my trigger thought was to ask for a few hundred dollars more. And just. Gosh, ew, no, no, that’s awful. I still feel bad about the fact that my initial thought was that, but the reaction that follows are where my morals actually lie.

    Not an easy lesson to learn, but a very important one, IMO







  • When I get depressed or stressed, I tend to withdraw hard. I’ve ghosted friends for months at a time before. The guilt that comes with a relative ghosting makes it really hard for me to reach out again and usually I instead just let go of the relationship.

    But I had a frank conversation with someone I recently withdrew from and it feels like there’s still a friendship there for us both. So it’s tentative and covered in bandaids, but we’re on good terms again.




  • For Dispatch-likes, perhaps other Telltale games would interest you. The Wolf Among Us was really good if I remember correctly. And the Walking Dead games were… a lot, emotionally, but good stories, the first one especially.

    But gosh there’s just so many games out there. Maybe a Breath of the Wild playthrough would be up your alley.
    A Hollowknight let’s play might be a bit boring, but I’m certain a lore video would be engaging.
    Thomas Was Alone - that’s an older game so I couldn’t tell you if there’s any good videos of it, but it’s great.
    Along similar old lines, BioShock games are good. And Dishonored in that same era/vein.

    Killer Frequency might also be in the realm of Dispatch. Potentially Potionomics as well.

    And any and all Supergiant games I think are great to watch or play. Loads of content in that company. And great songs :3





  • Mine was all over the place to be honest.

    Couldn’t afford college, so I joined the military as a weather forecaster - which is what I’d wanted to go to college for anyway.

    After my contract, I tried to get into a college for meteorology, but because of the way some “classes” are graded for the military associates you can get, my GPA was technically too low for that program to accept me. I didn’t really have another choice for a college at the time, so I did a ton of research on bls.gov and decided to get a degree in geology.

    Gosh I loved that program. But unfortunately I got really sick midway through and spent a lot of time in the hospital. What I was diagnosed with basically meant that I would never be able to be a geologist, so I had to swap gears again.

    Instead I found GIS and got my degree in technical geography. Took a ton of internships that landed me with a good resume.

    Now I work for a utilities company, making maps that are used internally. Since it’s utility work, we’re union and we have great benefits and flexibility. It’s really worked out for me