Embarassing Life Moments

Discord is banned in China too

Sadavir Errinwright from The Expanse

Loved that its not just evil for no reason

He actually has a goal I can sympathize with

I feel like in the TV Portrayal at least, its like I can feel like he actually does kinda care about Earth…

in his own fucked up way, but still…

Lee Mao

CCP Intensifies

Sun Yat Sen (孫中山)

I wonder if my birth country would’ve been in a better place, be making more friends in the world instead of antagonizing everyone like PRC and CCP is doing, destroying the reputation of my people abroad, and causing widespread Sinophobia.

Listening to music, mostly C-Pop

Chatting in Discord in language exchange servers

Some are Chinese and some Chinese Diaspora

Haven’t really had those chats since I was in Elementary school

Lemmy and Piefed are too White-Westerner Centric tbh

I genuinely never saw the appeal.

For me it’s finding diasporas to connect with

The Orville

👀

Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep

But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief…

No idea…

Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat… and she just lashes out on everyone… sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me… :/

So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you’re supposed to protect…

:(

(still love mom tho… idk why… oxytocin is weird)

Holy shit, New u/GrimReaper Obsession, Just Dropped!

Instead of Age Gaps and superheroes, its canals and drowning…

🤣

Mainstream… Something you hear about a lot and you can walk down the street and chances are, someone will be on it.

Social media… I mean anything that you can do social things as a main fuction of it…

So game chats are excluded since games are the primary function.

Reminds me of Wheel of Time

Something like “shall speak no word that which is not true” is one of the 3 oaths… but they can still deceive without technically lying…

I don’t think its inherently “AI”, its more of the boilerplate “your life matters, people do care, sEeK hElP, jUsT cAlL 998 bRo”

Like… c’mon, so overused and cliche

Its supposed to be “AI”, why not say something new and useful jesus christ, they act like those “therapists” that say the same “oH wE rEaLlY cArE aBoUt yOu” shit that makes you feel like just reduced to a number in their system, and feel even more suicidal

omg its depression turtle 🫠

I mean the clinical type.

Makes me feel worse than before…

“Talk Therapy” is a waste of time

I tried Lexapro and Welbutrin now… eh idk all I felt was the placebo effect of “OMG Is this gonna save me?”

But then the novelty dies off and idk if its even doing anything and it takes too long and I just drift off it and not really stick to schedule…

Spare time… maybe

Spare energy? Zero.

Death Note

Breaking Bad

(Don’t need a 3rd one)

I’ll be Kira and Heisenberg at the same time…

Who needs bombs or ricin?

Bruh, this comment is worse than Hitler, Stalin, Mao and the One Child Policy combined

Hey I found the FBI agent tailing me online! 😁