I didn’t think you were talking about you as a partner for me at all lol. So funny how you had to clarify that twice.

And I get all, but my position still stands. But reading the post again, I guess my initial comment doesn’t really have much to do with it. In the back of my mind I’ll be feeling not-so-special. Best if I stay single until I work on that insecurity properly.

Yhhhh but it’s sorta the same. Like, how many other girls have you used that on? What were their reactions? It just makes me think like that but I have issues…

I don’t like that though, being on the receiving end. Thinking about how you’ve done this with other girls. Not a good feeling…

I can see how it seems that way but it’s more about the way they are and how I relate to that. G is better with people, not hiding away and when I’m in a state of gratitude I find it easier to engage with people. Whereas E has the opposite experience and is cast away from the group and I find when I’m in that position I feel envy… I’m not explaining this very well but it’s a “shower thought” I had

Enlighten me?

What do you mean by rare body type. And don’t you have pictures from before.

I’d prefer to do patches. If that’s possible

Thank youuu 💜

And I’m sorry if I offended with saying “natural woman” I think it comes from comparing myself a lot and seeing my bubbly and confident sisters and then how opposite I feel.

I dont feel like I engage in femininity or connected to my womanhood etc. and I feel like part of that is because I don’t have much motivation to like maybe my sisters might… so I wanna take hrt in the hopes it will change that.

I’m ready to get your info on DIY if possible

Thank you. I am curious about DIY…

My social skills are horrible(even considering neurodivergent people which I definitely am) so going out and talking to someone about that irl isn’t really going to happen.

I’ve looked up a few potential suppliers online and no luck yet.

Can’t see myself going out the country let alone out the house for it lol.

I guess I’ll just wait for my gp to get back to me on the hormone testing and hopefully get prescribed it that way.

I got diagnosed ADHD last year and have been referred for autism assessment so my mental health situation is known to the GP for these things among others……

Yep. If not him it’ll be some other guy in a few years…. I don’t want men to have power over me like this. Like I need to be different to be worth something. But he just awakens dormant feelings.

I appreciate you comment.

I’m definitely not goals for any of you but thanks.

Not on hormonal birth control but finding out it’s basically a higher dose of HRT, I’m considering it. I am fat but not in the feminine way and I feel like hrt could fix that. Redistribution… Seeing how it’s changed people (mtf), I feel like it could really help. My somatic issue.

Edit to add…a lot of you have features I wish I had (regardless of hormones or surgery)

I’m aware intersex exists but I don’t see how reading that will help. I know there’s something wrong with me already.

I felt this way all my life Feels wrong in every way In the form that hormonal imbalances do… sorry I’m really tired rn

Yep. Last night I messaged my gp asking for a hormonal blood test.

I applied to Boots but doubt they’ll accept so might see if my mum will let me use her details…

Not too sure the right avenue when it comes to DIY

Thanks. I can be toxic but things are confusing.

Damn ok

Alright alright

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