I swear I’m gonna cut it off. I swear. All I need is a sharp knife or a box cutter. Box cutters are sharp, right? I’ve done this before, this time I just might bleed out. No biggie. I’m so fucking done with this. One of my favorite things in life and now I can’t even have it. Fuck this. Fuck being born with this. Fuck being pre-OP. I hate myself.

Teag you heathen! 😭

Damn! Well thanks for the info!
I’m not a fan of slopware, especially not when it comes to something as important as HRT. Thanks! 🩷

Oh, Featherline? I tried it out, but it seemed a bit complex. I liked Mona better, so stuck with that. Good to know!

Oh you’re right, I forgot 🤦‍♀️
It seems you’re very popular with girls :3

That’s kinda funny. I started on Mona for my HRT and later added MedTimer, for my antidepressants and now antibiotics. MedTimer is alright.
Definitely give Mona a try tho!

Omg, so glad you’re doing SubQ! Good on you girlie!
I do IM and my needles are 1 and a half inches long…yeah…

Girl, I’m super glad you have your passwords figured out. All of the things you mentioned are good! If you remember them, great! I’m glad you take this more seriously than my bf ❤️

i’ma be real with you, i track my injections by manually adding rows to a CSV file

Noo, you heathen 😭 /s
Bonus points for Syncthing tho. At least there’s that

i can tell when my supplies are running low when my current E vial goes empty and i have to switch to the next one

Fair enough! All meds I get are from prescriptions, so this mostly helps me know when to ask for a renewal. But I respect your ways :3

the only thing i don’t have which this app does is the automatic level estimate charts

Trust me, you don’t need the app just for that. It’s extremely inaccurate, really just an estimate. Blood tests good! ❤️

that said if i ever add prog to my routine this will probably be pretty helpful

Definitely! I think this would help with that. I’m glad you found it (at least, future you) useful!

I’m getting an authentic corded one. For science! :3

Oh nooo 😂
And I know who your gf is, so I totally know who you’re calling out. I had no idea she was a little silly like that 😭

Oof. You and me both, partners that are complete end users. We’ll survive this. Well…you will

I mean, an extra 4mg (assuming enanthate) definitely won’t kill you. You’re fine, my worries are unwarranted. Also, monotherapy is good! I’m glad you’re doing that! Blockers are nasty stuff, all of them. The one that people recommend as the “safest” (bicalutamide) doesn’t even block T production, it blocks the receptors, which actually makes your T levels higher. And it doesn’t cross the blood-brain barrier, so I assume the T receptors in your brain (if there are any) still function…but I don’t know enough about this.

And yeahh, I am a bit silly when it comes to things like that

You’re fine girlie 🩷
sigh Let me know if you need computer help

though I don’t store passwords in txt files

Thank you 🙏

that is absolutely insane

Yep 🤣

I just keep them in my head like a normal crazy person

Well…that’s better in my mind. You’re totally fine!

This is gonna be a fucking ramble, oh boy…
There was a time when my dad needed help. He needed to export his 110 password from the Edge browser and import them to Firefox. Easy enough, right? So I was explaining the process to him, what I would do, what the result would be.
We’re talking in English, my dad is American. My bf is there (doesn’t speak English very well at all, even tho he insists it’s enough, it’s fucking not, he barely understands the basics) and he tries to join the conversation. He starts saying that “writing all of your passwords down on paper is the best thing to do here, according to him”…
Mind you, these were 110 passwords. They could change anytime (if my dad changed them). My bf barely even understood what we were talking about, I was trying to explain something simple to my dad, who isn’t that good with computers, so I had to simplify stuff, which was already taking up much of my focus…and then my bf comes in, suggesting literally THE WORST solution to the problem and something I’m personally very much against. I HATE writing down stuff like passwords on paper. I HATE storing passwords in txt files. I hate that he always sets passwords like 1234 on his account because “oh, if they hack me, there’s nothing they can get out of this”. I hate that he downloads random .exe files from the internet, runs them without blinking, blindly trusting the distributor because “the hackers have nothing to gain from hacking my pc”. I HATE how he does stuff on his computer, he’s such an end user. It drives me FUCKING INSANE. It makes my blood boil any time he does anything on the computer. It’s a major source of frustration in my life and I’ve seriously considered leaving him because of (but not just because of) this. He’s such a boomer, omfg!
I know I’m being mean, but holy shit, I’ve suffered this for so long now, I think my head is gonna pop. It’s outrageous! I’m actually gonna go insane one day!

Sorry, that needed to get out. Umm…sorry

I was just going to use a txt file for tracking my injections…

This is a joke, but…
I’m fucking done 😭. People using text files to store important info, like it’s the best, most organized and secure format ever…I’ll never understand you 😆 /s
My bf does that…for everything, including his fucking passwords. As someone who is fairly tech savvy, knows many ways to securely store passwords and actually cares quite a bit about security…this makes my fucking blood boil 😭. It’s the most end user thing to do, ever!
Umm, anyway…

The graph is good, but please please please get proper blood tests 🙏. I used to use a graph to estimate my levels too. And a blood test showed it was all wrong…very wrong. Please, if you have even the tiniest option: do it. Get a blood test.
This isn’t supposed to be criticism, but you talking about taking an extra 4mg scares me…I assume you’re on enanthate and I’ve heard it’s better to just wait for the levels to build up, especially without blood tests. Don’t take my word for it tho…

Good on you for the supplies! The app can track exactly how many milliliters you have in a vial, and even tho I use ampules, it works for me, but I’m glad you have it figured out 💜
Definitely use it for prog capsules tho!

Best of luck girlie. It sounds like a lot at first (esters, needles, levels, dosages, concentrations and intervals) and it is…but you’ll get there 🩷
Let me know anytime if you need any help/information! I’m here ❤️

Aha, I see. That makes sense actually. I was going to go for corded anyway, no matter what. Thanks for the info! ❤️

Waow…that’s not what I expected when making this post 😂
That’s umm…creative…yeah. I’ll give it a try if I ever get a cold! Thanks ❤️

I guess that would make sense! I’ll still see a doctor tho

Yeah, I’ll get it checked. Definitely some kind of infection. Weird that it started just as I changed my E dosage tho.
Thx! 🩷

Doctor it is then…
It’s surprisingly strong, considering how often I wash. And yeah, it’s literally just fish. Straight up fish, which is super weird.

It’s probably an infection. I’ll get it checked out
Thanks 💜

i’d keep that love at arm’s length if i were you

I am. It just hurts to be around him so much.
It’s weird, he’s literally the one paying for my Thailand SRS…but he struggles with names and pronouns?

no he’s just a lazy asshole

Yep, that was my conclusion 😆

with all due respect, i have never heard anyone say this and actually mange to kill off said feelings. good luck, i guess?

You’re…right, unfortunately. I’ll try…I guess. Thanks ❤️

This is just a bad situation. Not saying it isn’t my fault, it totally is, it just sucks. Thanks 🩷

About those DVT symptoms: wow. That’s really strange. Transfem DVT-like epidemic? 👀
My feet are getting better, but it’s strange that it’s happening to multiple people at once. Must be the weather 😆

Totally get that, lol

Lately I’ve been turning my wood chair around and using the back as a lever to rock the chair up and down on two legs. That can get intense 😅

I believe you. Sounds like good fun :3

Also, i have a tall bed so it’s near perfect to get bent over on.

YES
On the bed :3
Anywhere really…getting bent over is the best 🩷