eg go to university in Vienna(or smaller city’s such as Graz), austria is not bad, i have relatives in austria(which doesnt care about me, so not), have isnt expensive programs as im know … and its possible on english
maybe somewhere other place, are you know where to get into university and it isnt expensive?
how easy to continue hrt in austria through their healthcare? if not, DIYing injections is still possible
i hate my fucking awful govrenment, im scared … what next?


i scared living in russia … reading news is awful so usually i dont read them ETC ETC ETC
i scared that im even lose access to hrt and it became prescription-only but idk anyway i will can get prescription through mom (she takes estrogen for many many years, but its etynylestradiol)
DIY injectables is possible but is usually 3 months waiting of package
some right-wing activists like in USA now trying to make it prescription only for atleast 3 years (“science for truth”(what name MMMMMM maybe “science for lie”) and Bukhanovskya Olga psychiatrist with them million “researches” with hate with hate anti human etc), but i dont think that even possible here is only psychoactive drugs are prescription, kinda stupid making estradiol prescription even testosterone gel is not controlled and mosly w/o prescription
okay hrt but internet freedom is going to fall and fall
russian universities quality is super bad i dont see future here only if boycott it and work on jobs that dont need it (IT is most good from this but IT jobs are everywhere in the world fall down)
in my region there no problems with govr or discrimination hopefully
my mom worked as prosecutor in my city and have connections with all etc etc
and yes russian prosecutors dont want to kill opposition … kill gays … etc etc etc (this says our OPPOSITION media(we dont have opposition only have clowns which says they are opposition)), they just work and HATE their work THEY are also damaged by awful system, they work hard with papers AND FOR PROTECT LAW not repressions as media says
i know also prosecutor in one area of Ufa - same SAME SAME