Basically I’m like 99% sure I’m trans. If I could just magically physically be a woman right now, I would immediately, and probably never present male again.
However, I look male, I have a beard, broad shoulders, a penis, etc, and I don’t really mind either. Transitioning would be annoying and since I lived so long as a man, I’ll never pass, and I don’t like a “mixed look” at all. And yeah, I really don’t mind my body, I find men attractive, I find women attractive, I find myself attractive. I’m fine with what biology decided I should look like.
Does anyone share this kind of view on themselves? I only have tangential contact with any trans communities, and I never really see this sentiment represented.
I already am happy and relaxed. I feel comfortable. I already have much more feminine traits than masculine, and I’m perfectly fine with that. That’s what I was trying to express, I feel like I am a woman, but it’s perfectly comfortable to be a man. I wasn’t trying to solve a problem, I was looking for similar minds/connection/thoughts