I recently saw a lot of posts, messages, etc. about pretty valid, if negative stuff. Happens, it is part of our reality.

But I still feel that I want to share a positive message. So let me state again, as in the title: I love my body!

I put the rest in spoiler, to not make the initial text box super large, but also because of semi explicity. Any sexual tones are not intentional, my smut is written somewhere else and WAY more… explicit. Also no pictures further down, just text.

Meeee!

I am not a petite girl. Instead build like an 18th century women working at a fish market, if only more tall with slightly less ‘birthy’ hips. And I love it!

HRT made my curves more pronounced and every bit of flesh soft as a pillow! Instead of a model or daintily fairy, now I look like your mom who loves cream cakes a bit too much, but always offers you a piece to not hug all the calories. Every time I cuddle someone, they always compliment that overbuild sexual playground, even if they are just passing by.

And if no one is there except the songs in my head, I just stand in front of the mirror, hopping on the spot and watching myself bounce. Works better without clothing! Or I lay on the bed, adding ever more details to the mental map I have created of my own skin every time my fingers brush over it.

In every mirror, someone smiles back at me, somehow more bright then yesterday, framed by a face so soft, I would kiss it if I could. The only hard features in there are my snakebites, contrasting against pale skin.

It just feels good being yourself. Can only highly recommend!

(Maybe you get a picture in the future as well~)

Lila here, signing off~

  • Bryllyg@quokk.auEnglish
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    5 days ago

    That is so awesome!

    Dang near every time I am in front of a mirror, there’s this cute girl staring back at me and I cannot help but smile and say hi to her using the full name I chose. The immediate and joyful recognition that, “Hey! I’m that girl! Yaay!!” has such an astounding, affirming and euphoric effect on the rest of my day.

    I loved your post and I am so glad you are happy. Thank you so much for sharing this part of you.